Wednesday, June 10, 2015

le sigh.... *randomness... (drafted Feb 2015, forgot to publish...duh.)

While everyone and their mamas are preparing to watch the Superbowl game, I’m here, at home, alone. Not lonely, …just alone. And what better circumstance is there to write? Well, there have been a few things on my mind lately … One thing is the realization I am in control of how I feel at any given moment, about any given situation. This was a great revelation a few days ago while trying to maneuver through the madness that is work but now, for some reason, I’m stuck. At this minute, this very second, right now…I’m stuck. I’m satisfied, yet restless.

Ok, this is what’s revolving around my head right now. First, I’ve started a new (recycled from the past) business of creating gift items. I’m busy advertising and trying to get myself and business name out there. I’ve created a website (www.planningdaydreams.com just in case you’re interested!); I’ve created a facebook page (www.facebook.com/planningdaydreams again, just in case). I’m in the midst of a give-away to get the brand out there to the ‘public’, in fact, I’ve already completed my first sale item and I’ve created and ordered business cards. *sigh…

The next thing is my relationship with Baby. This is the most wonderful, amazing, in-sync relationship I’ve experienced! He’s everything I want and need in a man. He had to work this morning and because of the distance, I wasn’t able to see him today but we’ve communicated and I’m sure we’ll talk more later this evening. He supports me, understands me, and makes me feel secure in all ways. He makes me smile. I’m happy.

Lastly, my most recent home improvement project is complete. I finally got the wood floors I've dreamed of since moving into my home and they are more beautiful than I imagined. My space is clean and comfortable and I've enjoyed a late lunch and dessert (ColdStone Ice Cream!)

Now…? Now…I think I must finally sit my butt down somewhere and just BREATHE. Just RELAX. Just BE. I guess that’s a good thing. In fact, I'm sure that's a good thing. ...It's ALL good.

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