Sigh... lol...I'm ok, just catching my breath. So, Online Interest is no longer an interest... "But what happened JustTrena??" Well, in this journey of singleness, I'm discovering I'm a little selfish...selfish with my time, my patience, my understanding. I no longer feel I have to put my own wants on the back burner for someone else to get it together, get a clue, or "get their story straight".
In the arena of "understanding", I happen to believe I'm in the expert category. I try not to judge an individual on things they can't control, or the decisions they make in life when they've tried their best. I will, however, have a say on digging a hole for yourself and then trying to make ME believe it's not there! lol... I try to keep my life "lie-free"; besides, my memory isn't that good anyway now-a-days and I'm not trying to stress out on keeping a lie straight! lol So the ONE thing I NEED and REQUIRE in a relationship, is honesty. It's not just that lying lying, it's also lying by omission.
So, without going too much into detail because I do believe the brother is cool, suffice it to say, we're no longer together. And how do I feel about that? Eh. I'm good. Real good.
Toodles!
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